[2011.09.23] lonely again.

i'm really lonely right now. but i'm always lonely. but why is today different? it's not. not really, anyway.

it sucks cause i know that my other friends are probably hanging out with each other right now. i know paige is hanging out with clarissa right now, and taylor is probably hanging out with andre.

jack texted me. i miss talking to him. he was almost considered my best friend. and everyone knows how hard that is.

i just really want another best friend. i mean, chanel is great, but it's not like i see her on a daily basis. i need a friend who goes to my school, i mean. it's just that i've had a history of losing friends and such. i don't want that to happen again, so i kind of keep my distance from people.

sigh.